I actually really wanted to meet and have just a dedicated sub that I could meet up with in person sometimes

Masochism is one of the easiest things to misunderstand and one of the hardest to explain to your doctor when they ask about those bruises.

Sadism is finding great pleasure in another person's suffering intentionally in pursuit of one's own pleasure.

things are going to change here, as I am changing. My relationships are changing, and what I can do and what I want to do

I was always into BDSM from a young age, odd for someone who wasn't exposed to porn. So when I saw him, my instincts kicked in.

Dominance in BDSM is about trust, control, and consent. It’s the foundation of a healthy power dynamic, of mutual respect & communication